There is a long time since i updated my blog! Becoz i got marry, and i don't have any private moment to write this! I am still living with andrew's family..which i don't have computer at home, or i should say there are always people besides me when i am using PC!

In fact after getting marry, i don't have much to talk about regarding my life! Andrew or Sam know my daily schedule! Just because today i am in Taiwan with my own family, and having quite a hard time, i really want to write it out then all my unhappiness will be waived(hopefully)!

I am so frustrated that, i wonder if i really not being loving enough to my family or just they demand a lot from me! No matter what i have done, they seem not quite appreciated and demand more and more! Being the youngest one, i honestly try my very best to help, to take care or to look after my grandma, my mom and uncle cheung! I just don't understand how come they can be so unthoughtful! I mean i just can't give out anymore! My mom blamed me of not giving enough time to her, so i go travel with her, even i am not in good financial statue to go! Alrite, then both elders are having a bad legs but my trip require lots of walking, so i have to always walk behind them to prevent them from slippery or getting hurt! But i can only take care one, either uncle cheung or grandma. When the time i take care of uncle (since mom is looking after grandma), grandma seem jealous of him! I can understand two elder's thought and i try to do my best! But when my mom complaining me not taking care of her, i am so frustrated and unhappy!  Hey mom, please be understanding!!! you aren't the elder one, you should help me to take care of two others,. not blaming me not taking care of you!!!!!!! I just couldn't help but cried crazily when today my grandma blaming me for neglecting her!! I can swear to god i DIDN'T!! Wish my cousin Nina is here to help!! They are just too demanding!

When i come back next Tue, i will be going to shanghai with my husband and his family, another family test again! I am not so sure what would happen, probably won't behave like my family, still can be tough! But at least this time andrew is here and he can handle his family! I can't handle my own family, and how could i handle others one?? No idea! So desperated!!

I don't want to say i am so regret to have this trip, at least, i don't know if i would have another chance to travel with uncle and grandma (since they are old!). But i am in such a bad bad mood! I would try to calm down and take care of them, still i am under so much pressure!! No matter what, this would be an unforgettable trip with my family!

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